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Never Lovers

from postromantic by Vivienne Wilder

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"Each song on postromantic focuses on a different couple of characters," writes Vivienne Wilder. "But they're all one-sided conversations.

"‘Never Lovers’ I wrote relatively quickly when I was staying in my old bedroom at my parents’ place in Regina. I was working there for about 2 months a couple years ago, and it was the first time I’d been back for any length of time like that for over 10 years, since I'd moved to Toronto. So I was walking around downtown Regina and I was being flooded by so many intense memories from this dramatic time in my life when I was in my late teens. I imagine it’s this way for most people: it’s roughly the age many of us experience first love and first heartbreak. You’re coming of age. Perhaps you’re escaping your high-school identity. The world is full of possibilities. At best, your life feels like the most epic movie; at worst, you’re lucky if you have a friend to hold back your hair while you’re puking into the toilet at 4am. So, in that spirit, this song is me channeling a girl in her late teens, early twenties. She’s dealing with a complicated relationship with an older man that she both worships like a fangirl and simultaneously loathes for his nonchalance and hypocrisy. It’s vaguely autobiographical but truthfully, my songs are populated by Frankenstein monsters."

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We were never lovers, so I threw away your letters
Now it's crouching in the stairwell, getting bolder every mile
Treat me like a brother, guess you always did know better
It's a telephone to nowhere, now, smile crocodile

If we just lived in the same town, maybe we

You never took me nowhere, so I'll take you for a drive
Baby I'm no vulture, I'm just trying to skirt time
Chew the fat, drown the cat, why're you always coming back
Tonight I just want to forget, even if I don't survive

And you said, and you said
We were never lovers

If we just lived in the same town, maybe we

We were never lovers so I copied all your answers
I forgot all of my manners and I dug up all your bones
Broke all of your records and I tied up all your jump ropes
And I jam packed up your suitcase and I'm calling it my home
Don't be heavy handed, no, don't use your words too well
Columbines and daisies and a thousand snail shells
What the hell is wrong, oh gee, it seems it's getting worse
Nothing's more than nothing, got your shadow in my purse

If we just lived in the same town, maybe we

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from postromantic, track released March 20, 2020

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